I'm 20 years old living with my family and going to school
from home so I still depend on my parents. For about 2 years now I haven't
believed in my family's religion. I'm not the type to bring up arguments
or be annoying about why I don't believe it. I really don't give a shit
about people's religious beliefs anyway. My Dad is a Pastor and we are all
involved in church activities, myself inclusive. I'm part of the
ushers and I would look at everyone in the congregation and realize that
I'm the only one in the building who doesn't belong. Going to church
is boring and pointless to me, I hate going along with stuff and pretending
like I'm a Christian just like everyone else. I feel like a genuinely bad
person for doing this.
Sorry this was kind of an unorganized , I just want to
get this off my chest. I don't know.
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