This truly happened a
while back but I just want to let it out. My parents were friends with a family
consisting of dad, mom and two kids. I had to stay with them for close to a
year as my family moved while I was preparing for my WAEC. I had a pretty good
relationship with everyone regarding them as 'Mom' and 'daddy' as the first
four months went by normal. Then for some reason my host mom started sending me
"the vibes". I used to stay up a little late to keep her
company while studying (forming serious boy).
She was not bad
looking for her age (she was in her late 30s), and I was 16 at the time.
At home she would often run around bra-less, and every now and then I was
able to see her breasts, e.g. when she leaned over the counter in the kitchen.
Now, I think that she did all that on purpose, but back then I felt bad for
looking at 'Mom's' breasts...
Anyway, so during
one of those keeping-company/study-nights, she was sitting across me at a
table, doing her work, while I was doing mine. Then suddenly she started to
lean over the table and came really close to my lips with hers and my brain
reacted so I put my lips on hers- So we kissed. Nothing else happened that
night.
The next night
however, I was keeping her company again. To be honest, I was hoping to get see
some female parts, since I was still a teenage growing virgin up to that point,
and hormones tend to go crazy during that age. And well, she ended up giving me
a BJ and I just randomly touched her, which was quite funny, since I didn't
know what I was doing.
From there things
just kept on going. We eventually had sex, almost every day. We had sex when
everyone was asleep, and/or her husband was out of town. We even had sex next
to one of her kids one time, who was sleeping in the bed, while we were
crawling around on the floor.
The worst part for
me is that she was married and had kids one of which was 13 years and with whom
I had a pretty good brother-friend relationship. But after I had sex with their
mom, I just felt really bad around everyone else, although obviously no one
knew what we were doing.
I stopped talking
to the whole family altogether after I Joined my parents because I felt guilty
and ashamed.
I never told anyone
this story before, since I was too ashamed to admit I had sex with a woman who
is over 20 years older than me. But after reading some of the confessions here I
thought I should just tell as I have seen worse confessions here.
#ActLikeYouKnow
It's actually good to confess, you just set yourself free from guilt. Just remember to ask God for forgiveness and if possible, the 'Mom's' Hubby
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