Slept With My EX

I slept with my ex-boyfriend who cheated on me. (I know, not the best judgment) Now I really hate myself for it. It's just so easy going back to something you're familiar with. No, I don't have feeling for him anymore, and I think doing this helped me realize it. So I guess something good came from it? I kind of wish I was currently in a relationship cause I never would have let this happen if I was. I don't care about the comments; I just had to get this off my chest.